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[20 Aug 2005|05:34pm] |
wow. I'm gonna update because kayla is in the shower, and she doesnt have any cable and no one is online.
just moved out of my house today, gonna stay at kayla's till i move to tally.
kayla's got a cute little apartment, i want to move in mine really bad, but i have to wait till tuesday.
i am excited to see her tho and stay here.
hopefully gonna have a good night tonight.
maybe some partying? i hope. hah.
i saw lauranne today too she is the cutest thing ever.
okay i dont think anyone cares about this post anymore, i'm just really bored.
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[19 Aug 2005|09:14am] |
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bye stuart.
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[12 Aug 2005|09:21am] |
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Hey!
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[28 Jun 2005|12:42pm] |
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haha hi kayla
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[09 May 2005|11:04pm] |
I'm gonna jump on my bed so my gerbil comes out of her hiding.
gr.
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[08 May 2005|08:54am] |
It's 9 in the morning. How much does that suck?
Reallly bad.
I love getting paid for doing nothing.
Yesterday I hung out with Tom woo!
...and it was so hard seeing you.
blah.
Today is mother's day, and I don't have a mother.
Just a memory.
The closest thing to a mother I have is Kayla's mom, my aunt jo, and Nana.
I love them all very much, but they aren't my own. They have kids of their own.They are always there when I need them, and I thank them for that. I hope they know, because they are all wonderful people. But I miss my mom. There's no other realtionship quite like a mother and her child, and I only got to experience that for 13 years, I guess i'm lucky cause some people never get to. I love you mom and I forgive you for all the things you've done. Happy Mother's Day, i will visit you today. Kayla I want you to come with me.
Anyway, work is soon, thank god i don't have to work ALL day just 10-3, bummer.
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[06 May 2005|12:13pm] |
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I LOVE CALCULUS
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[02 May 2005|09:37pm] |
wow i haven't updated this thing in forever.
Nothing new.
I offically love the people i work with. <3
So I'm happy about life...
except for ONE THING.
and..i hate it.
that always happens but whatever.
i'll get over it in time.
my gerbil is annoying at night.
sometime i just want to kill it.
wow i'm moving soon, and that just awesome.
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[25 Apr 2005|10:09pm] |
maybe i should start updating this thing again
i feel so out of touch lol
I'm not sure tho...
hmmm..
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[13 Mar 2005|09:42am] |
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hey
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[12 Feb 2005|06:57am] |
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I'm in a castle too!
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[13 Jan 2005|10:49pm] |
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hey.
guess what.
I finally got a car.
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=D
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[03 Jan 2005|10:26am] |
hi greg
=)
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[24 Dec 2004|11:00am] |
So, I don't write in my lj too much anymore, but i'm having so many thoughts run through my head, especially since my bad day yesterday. I'm not even exactly sure why it was bad, I didn't do anything and nothing happened, but I thought about a lot of stuff. I'm not sad nor happy, but for some reason life seems kind of worthless right now. It's sad when you're desperatly looking forward to going away for a few days to a different state just to get away from your life. I dont even get why this is all coming into my mind now because really nothing bad is going on, i dont know. Christmas isn't so jolly right now, and believe me I wish it was because I look forward to Christmas as being a time to be with your friends and family and really feeling like you're a part of something special. I dont feel like I am anything special. I'm just kind of stuck in this boring rutt that's called my life. I'm looking forward to a few things in 2005 like being able to drive, and graduating high school and moving away from home. I'm just so bored with life right now, and I can't wait for something interesting to happen. I wish time could skip to July so I can be 18 and not in Stuart anymore. I'm hoping that my last 7 months here will be fun and I can feel like a belong, and I have happy memories to leave to, and maybe even for people to be sad when I leave. Things change, people change, life changes, and I do love change, but I wish some things would stay the same. It's too much to ask for people to stay the same, friendships change either for the worse or for the better. I feel so close to some of my friends right now, and some I feel like i'm pretending to have this great friendship with, when I know it's really not like that anymore, cause ya know...people change. It just happens that way. I'm not sure why. To keep us on our toes I guess. I wish I didn't have to pretend anymore, and that we're really that great, but I'm not too sure that that's true, that if I stop pretending things will just drift away. Maybe I'll be proven wrong. hopefully.
so yeah me rambling isn't fun. ok bye.
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[22 Dec 2004|06:24am] |
omg kayla you are the best.
<3333333333333333333333333
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[16 Dec 2004|09:41pm] |
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I love you
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[11 Dec 2004|08:03pm] |
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some black homeless guy kept telling me to "keep it tight" i'm not exactly sure what he means.
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[08 Dec 2004|06:14am] |
I don't really understand why it's so hard for people to be honest.
i don't get it...
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blah.
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